mayday

do you ever get the feeling that if you stare at something for long enough, it will move? not in a matilda way (ooh i love that book by the way, especially the part about the fat boy who loves chocolate cake and the part about matilda having tea with miss honey in her barren but charming cottage.) i’m sitting in my living room staring out at the pool and right now outside, it’s washed with black. there’s the occasional lit windows with empty living rooms maybe a tv or 2 emitting flashes of light, but the palm trees, the water. they don’t move. so strange how earlier in the day there were so many people in the water and the trees were swwwaaaying and now everything’s just…still. or so it seems! i bet all over the place in their little nooks and crannies people are having conversations, making babies, thinking of making babies, tucking babies into bed…among other stuff. so anyway, i just though that maybe if i stared out the door long enough something will move. but then i got so scared i looked away. im the only one awake at home now…considering it’s past midnight. i suppose that’s just one of the many things i have to start getting used to. that, and the cold marble floor.

i want to find a job. a quiz i took told me i should be a pet-food taster. haha! fancy that? maybe i should call Pets & Us up tomorrow. i want to go to vietnam, hawaii, south africa, tuscany, and many many other places. i want to stop burping i’ve been burping like a baby since dinner! must be something in the salad.

speaking of babies, time to go back to studying how babies figure out if they’re a boy or a girl.

i miss the times we had in newyork. although i was really icked by the dirty carpet of our motel room and our stinky socks and the hair in the toilet and the filthy kitchen and getting blisters from starting up the go-karts every morning, those were gooooood times (:

I KNOW! maybe i’ll start writing children’s stories like the guy in the pillowman.

i can’t believe it’s may 2008.