plant

i bought a plant that is green in pot that is white and a watering can that is silver. i felt important walking out of the store with a plant that is mine and that i will feed water and look at when i am bored. although anyone looking at me then and now wouldn’t realise anything different, no one would’ve suspected that i was feeling anything but nonchalant. i don’t know why i get so excited about little things like buying a new green plant and a watering can, or planning in my head to go out with a boy and where we’d go and what we’d do and what we’d see or say or hear, even if i act like i don’t really care. and i don’t know why i act like i do care when i go for weddings and birthdays and important ceremonies when i’m really always thinking about anything else in the world but that. its not that weddings aren’t important, i just prefer plants. i bet you never knew that. i never knew that.

i wonder if i put 2 plants next to each other, what are the chances they’d fall in love. and if they do, i wouldn’t need to water them anymore because LOVE WILL KEEP THEM ALIVE!!!